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12 June 2030 @ 12:00 am
hello! if you've noticed, i deactivated all of my twitter accounts (main acct, personal acct, and jailed/stalking acct) and you probably wondered why (or not if you don't care, but that's none of my business [sips tea])

my school year is almost over (march 13 BOOYAH), but i'm drowning in project deadlines and exams and other personal things that i don't feel like i should broadcast to everyone. twitter's been a relatively nice place, and i've met some great people over the years (1 and half, to be exact). however, i think it's really time for me to move on.

i've been more involved in singing and my personal life (not love life, sadly AHAHAHAHAHA jk), and i feel like fandom is just an add-on to an already hectic world i have? it's been my escape from all the shit i've faced before, but now i simply don't have enough time for school, extra curricular things, friends, and my own personal me time + fandom. i just thought that if i have to drop something, it would have to be fandom.

i wish i was more hesitant to go, but i'm... really not. i've just been delaying something that i should have done long ago, when i was going through my adjustment period to high school last june-august. i'm not as lonely as i used to be, and i've realized that my passion (and talent lol) isn't in writing as well.

this doesn't mean i'll stop writing!! i still have the exordium to complete, but aside from that, i'm just dead. i'm not writing anymore. i realized that i'm not actually as good as i want to be and expected myself to be at this point, and that doesn't apply to just fanfics; also the essays and things i write for school (then again, my school's standards are high BUT NO EXCUSES i'm really just not as good as i want to be).

to all the people i've befriended, thank you so much for being part of my time in fandom!! i don't really know what to say, and i don't know if i'm really as important to you as you are to me, but i want to thank you and hug you all so much right now hahaha you'll still see me on ig (if you know what my ig is) and line/kkt (francineee) so if you really want to contact me, i shall be there~

goodbye everyone! maybe i'll see some of you someday, but until then ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ
12 June 2021 @ 12:00 am

hey there c:

i'm francine from the philippines. i am thirteen fourteen fifteen!! SIXTEEN??? years old, born at 06/12, and i have the socialization skills of an awkward seal.

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18 November 2016 @ 08:08 pm
i'm too good at leaving love.
kris/suho; past!lay/suho — nc-17 — angst — language, sexual content — 23569 words
post disbandment!fic. "I think you travel to search and you come back home to find yourself there."

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18 June 2016 @ 01:06 am
let your whole world fall.
kris/suho — pg-15 — angst — language — 21795 words
trust is not a broken plate that can be made more beautiful by attempting to fix the cracks.

could you fall down a little harder?Collapse )
28 October 2014 @ 05:10 pm
wake me up.
kris/suho — nc-17 — angst — 1638 words
he's had longer nights.

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